CbL When Doves Cry, Chaos and Crocodiles Black Ops

So remember when I told you about that really awesome date I had? And that he would become fodder for this blog if he messed with me? Well let's just say, that since he really isn't worth my time or the space on this blog, that I shall be directing him, if he happens to check, to a very early post in my blogging career that was actually aimed at another similar situation.

So please if you're checking this, click here for your message.

Now back to what I wanted to talk about.  It seems the sh*t has really hit the fan at work.  They finally had the secret meeting and my coworkers were told their jobs as they know them are over. Now they have no idea that I'm well aware of what's going on.  Part of me feels very guilty over this. They assumed that it was just bad timing that I had already left work when they had the meeting.

Sh*t.

They want to meet with each one of us individually.  Stupid had her meeting first and was told all sorts of things that were not mentioned at that meeting.  Stuff that now has me freaking out a little even though I'm told not to.

Like, my office is going away, that I won't have a desk, that I won't be doing my Doctor conferences. These are things I like about my job.  I like that I have a desk so I at least know I have a little corner to myself.  I have a red cart that has all my work on it.  Are they going to take away my cart? What about my locked cabinet where I keep my files since 2009 and my purse?

They aren't talking right now.  These things have not been worked out.  I have to say, I really don't want to do something different.  I sort of feel like I'm being punished along with them, when I'm constantly told how awesome I am.

I'm just not good with change people.  I have a routine, I know what to do when and what's due when etc.  Yes I've told the doctor I work with all this.  My coworkers are all talking about finding other jobs.  I just can't do that right now. I just hope it all works out ok.

Now let's get to it.  Here's the silly bottle shot.

This is Colors by Llarowe When Doves Cry and Chaos and Crocodiles Black Ops.

I started with all Doves.

Indoor Sun

Indoor Sun

Someday there will be a true white holo.  In my head I envisioned a black and white theme with tiny flowers alternating back and forth between the black and white halves.  I need to work on smaller flowers!

It still came out cool.

Indoor Sun

Indoor Sun

I wanted to use red, but I don't own any red Mundo yet!!!!  HAHAHA!

Until next time people.  Any thoughts out there?