Gross yes, but I realize now that it's my subconscious telling me to wake up to pee. Remember I told you I am on two liters of IV food every night? Well that makes a lot of waking up to pee and if I don't wake up, the mess in my dream will be reality! So I always listen when my dreams turn to that.
Now on to the weird dream I had.
I don't know how it started, I just know that my mom had no arms or legs and for some reason she had something wrong with her breathing and needed to have the fluid drained from her lungs to breathe.
Since she had no arms or legs, I was carrying her on my back in a backpack I think. I was running all over the hospital screaming "where's the colposcopy unit?" Over and over I was screaming this. Finally someone pointed me in the right direction and I ran into the department, throwing my mom down on the table telling them to hurry up and drain the fluid as she's dying not being able to breathe.
The people there just stood around staring at me, drinking their coffee having their lunch not helping me at all. I then swiped everything off that table, got in the doctor's face and demanded he take care of my mom.
I got down to my mom's face and told her not to leave me, that I needed her, but if she was tired and wanted to go, that I would be OK.
Finally, he realized I knew what I was talking about and stuck this huge needle into her lung. There was this loud pop. And relief on mom's face as she was able to breathe again.
Then I woke up.
How f*cked up is that?????
First off, why did my mom not have arms or legs? Second, the procedure she needed is called a thoracentesis. A colposcopy is what you get when you go to the Gynecologist for a cootie checkup. So why I was screaming for that department I've no idea. But while I was dreaming it, it seemed so damn real, it was spooky.
I haven't stopped thinking about it all morning. What do you think? Do you think dreams mean something? I know there are people who believe that dreams are your brain working out issues in your awake life. Not sure how this relates whatsoever. Maybe mom will have an idea once I tell her about this!
Now for today, I chose another color just for me. Don't worry, a happy pink is in the works for you out there! This is Vampires Suck and it's a blackened brown with holoness.
Do you have weird dreams????
Until next time people. Any thoughts out there?