Then I get inside the house and there's his stuff, and his pictures and paper on the fridge with his handwriting on it. Yeah it's not been easy. Later today mom and I have to go get the flowers to put on his casket when he is buried. I didn't know I had to do that. That is really going to be difficult. I knew that this was going to have me grieving all over again and it is.
Just wanted to let you guys know what's going on as my posting will be spotty. I had a few manis ready to go, just needed to type them up, but haven't done any fresh manis after that. So there will be days with no posts at all.
I slept in until 0800 this morning! That's crazy talk for me. Normally, I'm up at 0445 without fail as my cats refuse to let me sleep as that's breakfast time for them. Sam has been throwing up a ton lately. He is acting normal otherwise, so I am hoping it's just crazy hair ball stuff. Besides licking himself, he licks Checkers as well when they are cuddling in their chair. I've already told myself that if it is something more serious, that I won't put any more money into him.
Yes that's a harsh thing to say, but he is 12 and he's had a damn good life with me and I just can't fathom spending a butt load of money if he has something really wrong with him like cancer. He hasn't thrown up food or hairballs, just clear stuff. So I can't be sure of anything but for the fact that he is acting like himself, eating drinking and purring.
We will see when I get home in a couple of days how he is. I told my neighbor to keep an eye on him while I'm gone.
All right! Are you excited to see the holo I helped create???? Of course it's awesome!
Let's do the bottle shot first.
So there are four girls who each helped Erin create a color. It's for different disease awareness. I don't know what they will be named, but right now the one I helped make is called Fingers. It's the dark one.
You all know how I love me some dark and vampy. Keeps me company under the rock from whence I came!
I started with a mixture of both of these.
Next I simply did a tape mani.
Until next time people. Any thoughts out there?