I'm not going to get into the work stuff today. What I want to say today is that I was truly thinking of quitting this blog. I lost the love for nail polish and the nail community itself. I tried makeup and while I am still rocking the colorful looks at work, I've stopped taking photos of them. I also gave up the false lashes. Takes too much time!
The other issue I was grappling with is the fact that people out there feel it's OK for them to sit behind their computer screen and say sh*tty things to a total stranger. I've never understood that. People today hate their life that much that they have to put a total stranger down to make themselves feel better.
A recent comment I got was this one, "you need to stop badmouthing other people, makes you look like a bitter b*tch." Gee, I didn't know we were BFFs and you can tell me something like that. You know nothing of me or my life, just what I say here. If you don't like what I have to say then f*ck off and go read someone else's blog, or better yet, start your own so I can go write nasty sh*t on your posts. I pay my ten dollars a year to own this space. So I can say and do whatever the f*ck I want.
Now if my mom were to come at me seriously and say, Fingers you really are sounding bitter, are you OK? Then I'd have to take that seriously. But from some random a**hole out there? Nope. Not happening. No more.
Normally, this stuff doesn't bother me, but between the depression, work and missing my dad, this comment just made me want to quit it all. So I did. For a time. I went three weeks with no polish on at all. I stopped looking at Instagram. I deleted all my makeup posts. Then one day, I started wearing polish and taking photos, but not cropping them etc. Then more days and I got the photos ready.
Then today, I decided to write a post. I had gotten some messages that people were missing me and my blog and asked me to come back. That really made me feel good. I'm not making any promises, I'm here now.
Now the polish I wanted to show you is one that is gorgeous, but I had no sun to show off its glory.
This is a beautiful holo and I really love it. I need to wear it again in the sun for full holo-ness.
Until next time people. Any thoughts out there?