I've decided it's time for me to see a shrink. It won't be the first time in my life that I have needed to see one. I find it rather helpful once I've made up my mind that I need one. It's been nine months since my dad passed and I am still grieving like it was yesterday. Although I am not crying to the extent I was then, it is still affecting me very deeply.
I find I am angry a lot. Angry at the world. Angry at my job. Just angry with a side of hard core depression. It's not a good place to be. Luckily my job allows you to get five free sessions and if you need more, insurance covers that with a copay. I've made the phone call, I am just waiting to make the appointment.
Yesterday at work was insane. I was covering my work on top of covering a coworker who had taken some time off. I literally had another huge pile like the one I showed you a few posts ago. I had a regular doctor's appointment in the morning and I brought my work with me to do while I waited!
When they checked my blood pressure it was high at 160/90. I never have pressure that high. My doctor told me all about the effects of stress and that I need to be less stressed.
Now how the f*ck do I do that?
Another reason why I think the shrink will do me some good. Hopefully some tips on how to not be stressed when your life is a big sh*tpile of stress.
Now let's get back to the lips!
Here are the colors once again that I'm showing you.
First up today is my favorite in collaboration with You Tuber Kathleen Lights called Miami Fever.
Ugh. How gorgeous is this??? I die every time I wear it. Yes this is my perfect lip shade. At least at this moment in time!
Next is Americano. This is a darker version of Miami with a bit more brown.
See what I mean? Still a stunner for sure. I plan on wearing this to work a lot. I am still in love with this formula and wear time. I definitely recommend this brand to those looking for something new to try!
Until next time people. Any thoughts out there?