I have three posts to write today and I've nothing to say. I hate it when that happens. I haven't felt like doing anything lately. My mom is coming to stay for a week and I just told her that my house is a mess. Visually, you wouldn't believe me if you just walked in my door. Things are in their place, but if you look closer, there's litter dust everywhere and now I'm finding glitter everywhere.
Glitter you ask? You'll have to wait for my next post for that.
I am still in deep grief over my dad's death. I still can only see him dying and in the casket. Another part of me still can't even believe it's real. I have his obituary and pictures of he and I on my desk, which I'll have to move before mom gets here. I might be in the car driving and hear a song, or have a thought and it just devastates me all over again. I'm not talking just normal tears, I'm talking full on curl up in the fetal position loud, tear your heart out sobs. This is at least a once a day occurrence.
This happened this past Friday on my way to work. I looked in the mirror and I had two streaks going down my cheeks from the makeup I had cried off. I know I need to probably see a shrink, but I just haven't been able to get myself to do that yet. I'm still going to work-except for Thursday-took that day off, and I'm still doing my nails etc. So I'm telling myself this is still all normal grieving.
Whether it is or it isn't, doesn't matter to me right now.
OMG something in my trash can has gone over to the dark smelly side. Holy sh*t people! I just lit some candles and sprayed the garbage with Glade spray. HAHAH. Where I live, you have to take your trash to the dump and today as I write this, it's Sunday. I'll end up putting it in my trunk later today.
Just a little bit of lighter for a minute.
All right. Here's your silly bottle shot.
This is Illamasqua Viridian and Essie School of Hard Rocks.
I started with all Essie. I love this color.
Next I simply did a stripe down the middle with tape. I just wanted to show off these two colors.
Until next time people. Any thoughts out there?